do you want my presence or need my help ?
who knows where that might lead ?
i fall at your feet.

music's been on, strong, since morn. good morning human beans. not that morning, actually. its four fourteen. an hour before i leave for tuition. i had a very very disturbing dream last night. im a little apprehensive about writing it here but knowing me, i always do anyway. so anyway, i dreamt that i was eating my bank account book. dont ask stupid questions like how, or what the hell, okay. i just was eating it. then suddenly bennett pulled his book out of his mouth (no it wasnt slobbery ) & showed me that he has eleven thousand in his deposit section. so i stopped eating & tried to eat his. it got pretty ugly because he wouldnt let me. then i started to cry because i only had twelve cents in my account. then after that my mum came into the picture & she took a bazooka & she shot me repeatedly. loudly, persistently, until i woke up, to actual drilling in my house. a couple of indian workers & chinese nationals were on my balcony & porch drilling, making holes. what a strange dream, & i woke up hungry, still. clearly paper isnt very filling. geeeeesh.

i think, many people have returned to singapore ! PARTNA ARE YOU HOME ? SIAMESE TWIN WHAT ABOUT YOU. & EVAMAE I THINK I OWE YOU A BIRTHDAY SONG ! these faraway friends are once again on homeland. i want, make that a need. i need, a vacation. to anywhere at all. id even be pathetically ecstatic if it were a neighbouring country, im serious. in jae's words, i quote. 'SENTOSA, I ALSO GO.' now, after all that aspiring its still singapore, its still the cheshire estate of gelenggang. welcome to the suck.

i am going to talk about balls. because i have three brothers who wont stop talking about the world cup & they have infected me. i am going to make an absolutely dumbass statement.

he is so cute, dude !


you wear a pink bib see whether you look anything like this.


self explanatory.


sorry jae.


& for the finale my friends, i am faithful.


omg when you're looking like that ! (: more, more, i want morrie.

yes you cross my mind, in the warm sunshine. lets dance c.h. ! (: